Toki's bullshit.

First of all, I want to start off with this disclaimer.

I realize that either way I go about this, people are going to flame me. If I don't repeal the PK, people will be mad and constantly bug me about how I was OOC'ly mad and dictated my choices upon the heat of the moment of last night where I was mad, due to the logs passed off by blue. I'm in a shitty, lose / lose situation no matter how much I try to make up for this. The situation as a whole is a bunch of bullshit. Some would say that I can't take the heat and that's why I'm doing this, which is half true, but even in doing this people are going to view me as a push over for voiding the situation. Trust me, I didn't want to. I put as much forethought into this as I possibly could when going for this. It was my first PK. I didn't want to mess up. Even with the planning I went through with, people don't understand the technical ways things would have gone, and did go. Blame it on OOC all you want, it wasn't. But that isn't the point.

With a lot of regret, and a semblance of respect I have for Satan as a person, and the way I want my social life to go with people over discord, I'm repealing Grud's PK. People got mad over internet roleplay that apparently caused drama, though I was attempting to stir up conflict. According to people who liked the character, this wasn't the way to go about that. I did what I felt like doing, and I attempt to play a rash character to the best of my ability, but people chalk it up to my OOC "anger". Whatever, I don't care. I'm doing this because it's the better of the two shit choices I was dealt. Keep the PK and constantly have it brought up and how shitty I was ( I'm looking to you, Brayton. ), or repeal the PK and have everyone call me a push over for what I'm doing now. I don't expect anyone to quit causing drama and to cease picking on me because of this, but for fuck's sake at least grow up about it. I'm trying to put less pressure on myself for something so small.

I'm not sorry for what I did, or what I'm doing. I'm doing it so I don't have a shitty time roleplaying with Frontier or Singularity from this point forward. This may make things worse for me, I don't know. I just don't want everyone and their mother on me for something that happened with pixels on a screen.

Seeing as this takes alot of balls to post, I do thank Toki for this because he is a good guy and I hold nothing against him. I hope you all will do the same, I know my word doesn't mean much but I will start dealing with shit if I hear it in the Discord. Nobody should be bothering him about this as we can hopefully move on from it. Don't suddenly start hating his Character or him because of what he has done. We are a Private Community that is suppose to be a group of friends through and through. So Please, Forgive and Forget.

Good to see you guys came into a agreement, since both players agree to it, the situation has been VOIDED