Karma LOA (And some more bullshit letters for the topic title requirement)

No point walking around the cake here...

For some or other reason I can't get the password to my steam account back and that because it no longer links to my email, so until I get SteamSupport to figure out what is going on, you will have a little vacation from me.
I'm pretty chill because that account is already VAC banned so whoever has it can go choke on a fucking dick.

It will probably take 6 days for SS to lock out the account like last time, until then you can message me here (If you even bother) or add my alter account that I use for TF2.
http://steamcommunity.com/id/LMG1/

0:14
Day 1
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I decided to declare this my own thread since it looks like no fucks will be given any month soon.

After beginning to question why people even bother with VAC accounts I realize I should have asked something more important...

Why do I bother keeping around people who don't give one fuck about me and call them Friends.
Why do I keep willing to help out with the maps and the PACs when I was already outclassed and discarded.
Why do I keep talking to myse- oh right, because I am alone.

I should probably think about what I write since others will see this but I feel obliged to give as much fuck as they do.

Well I mean I had to swallow 8 buckets of Cum just to wear a PAC.
And then I had to fuck a Quarian with a mega-tit disease in MERP2 just to be allowed continued moderation.
Then there was also fucking a vampire in the medieval server.

So yeah, there is -ONE- person in the world that should give a fuck but they actually don't even give that...

I'm not going to stop talking to me anytime soon.

9:18
Day 1
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The start of yet another day... Unfortunately.

It was a long sleepless night, the dreams were blurred but I'm pretty sure horrid since I woke up at 4 covered in sweat and began throwing pillows around in muffled screaming and tears.

Still got no reply from SteamSupport about retrieving my account information, they probably don't care as much for people not giving them their phone numbers, because phones are such a fucking hit they are even making them "Prime" accounts.

In regards to the society around me, still -insert word to describe depression and low values- to say the very least.

Finally one person has decided to actually notice that my account is hacked-away and I am losing my mind, yet their only reaction was a spinning meme gif.
As for the Piano situation, I'll probably never get my satisfaction ([sat-is-fak-shuh n]5. reparation or compensation, as for a wrong or injury.)


Can't even play Skyrim because it needs a steam account purchase, or anything else infact, so I'm mastering the art of Tetris...


Did you know Tetris has a perfect life lessons ? "If you do something right, nobody will notice. If you fuck up, everything will be judged upon it."

11:27
Day 1
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Tried naps to compensate for the lack of sleep... And the bad dreams...

To say the least it was also a bad idea.

Sleep paralysis set in, my dreams are nothing more but confused intervals of Portal 2 cut-scenes, and when I wake up I am still asleep...
I only realize that when I hear the sound of a banshee screaming at me.
And then I wake up again, I can't move, I try to scream but all I do is breathe!
My mind slowly leaves me again and then I wake up, my limbs don't respond to me and somebody is leaning above me,
Then I wake up again...

This cycle repeats itself probably 4 to 7 times and then I am back as I was...
Unable to peacefully sleep, once again throwing stuff at the wall.

AMSR therapy didn't work. Ambience sound didn't work. Hypnosis-beliefs neither and I am already out of Citalex pills.

And on the topic of Portal...
I CAN'T EVEN GO INTO SOURCE SDK ANYMORE.

Why that ?

Because you need to have steam with a registered Portal 2 copy open or the anti-piracy software kicks in.

Sleep paralysis is weird, the one time I had it I saw a floating old lady above me. Now when I get it, I realise what it is and I just relax and calm myself down and it goes away quicker.

What am i reading, exactly?

Someone slowly descending into insanity.